"才华“

《好累》是我第二首的创作歌曲
《另一种幸福》是我的第一首

有人告诉我：“你很有才华”
这不算什么才华，我只能告诉她：“都是些岁月的痕迹，所累积的[才华]。”
的确，凡走过必留下痕迹，而这些痕迹就是我的[才华]。
我也情愿不要这些才华，我要的是幸福。

我也只是将我的心情，写成歌曲
或变成文字留在部落格

Skinny

Surprise with my weight now
I was 65kg when I am working at Singapore
But now left 57kg

I had been needed to wear 34inch pants previously
When come back to Penang, I need to wear 32inch pants
But recently, I am shock that 32inch pants is too loose for me lor

Maybe going for 30inch later

New Episode I

It is the second time I went to watch movie alone
And it is the 3rd & 4th movie I watched alone

12pm: Tiger Woo Hoo
It is a funny movie indeed also touching at some part
Not bad for the first time actors & actress
I like ah Beng the most (Lim Teik Weng)
Friends...I tell you...worth to watch
And also support Malaysian Chinese film industry

After that went to shopping alone
Have to buy some new clothes for CNY
Went to buy 2 clothes at Padini
"New Arrival" and no discount, cost me RM218
But I like it very much

Went into Esprit, too expensive to buy
And no member card...haihz

Met her sister, Min and chatted awhile
What a coincidence....

Went into SubZero,
buy two pants and 1 clothes
Got a member card for that
Cost me RM357

Went to bought 2 sets of clothes+pants
for my 2 nephew
Cost me RM140

5pm: Sherlock Holmes
Eager to watch it for long time d
Also worth to watch it
I think it still have another episode
This movie is only one of it's case
The big boss still haven't come out
Holmes is really awesome,
not only brilliant in investigating
but also in fighting

It had been a long time din shopping
As my saving not much left
But only due to the CNY is coming
Then only open my wallet for shopping
Most of the time, I am very save even in buying food

After this, I have to start saving again

Stop It

Stop splashing salt on my wound
You are so inconsiderable
Always making joke on me
If you still doing that on me
I will hate you in one day...

Goodbye

These few days was full with sorrows
Shock by the news of the teacher & students from my mother school
that they had felt into a tragedy
1 teacher & 5 students were victimized by the God

What had happened to the world?
Is that going to end?
Mother of Nature....are you going to take back everything?
My heart is so painful....
My sky is so Grey.....
And our earth is hopeless...

It is true that a single human is powerless in front of the nature
It is also true that when human united will be powerful enough to fight back the nature
But we all stay to be selfish and maybe only until the day before the world come to end

If I can be granted a power from the God
I would plead for the power of knowing the future
......especially tragedy....disaster
Saving whoever I can save...

May all my beloved friends stay healthy and safe
May those died will live peacefully at another world
Blessing the world to be full of hope

找回失落的童心

现实是残酷的，在如此复杂的社会环境中，究竟还有谁能保有那份纯洁的心？
又有谁能出淤泥而不染？

成熟的代价便是失去了纯真，失去了儿时的那份纯真，失去了那份无拘无束、无忧无虑的欢笑。 越是长大，所面对的事愈复杂，所面对的人也愈虚为，于是自己也学会了虚伪。无心再去争什么了，从此两耳不闻窗外事。接触到的黑暗越多，心也越冷、越灰，却也更加渴望阳光，渴望看到那灿烂的笑容。当心越是复杂，就越喜欢那些单纯的事物，至少面对它们，我就可以抛下那伪装已久的面具，可以让早已疲惫不堪的心停歇一下。如玩玩Restaurant City，种菜，手机的游戏等等。这也是为何那些游戏虽然无聊，但是玩的人却不计其数。

这世上还有什么是纯洁的？
还有什么是单纯的？
还有什么是真实的？
又还有哪个成年人拥有着一颗赤子般的童心？
纯净如水的心，本来每个人都拥有一颗。

或许我应该被小孩子引导“重新”去看这个已经定论的世界。
或许我的心灵、我的声音、我的行为、会随着与孩子相处，而变得更像一个孩子。
与其让自己的外表看得更年轻，倒不如拥有一颗童心来得更真实吧！

长久以来，我们都失去了童心、失去了爱玩的天性，这是使我们不快乐的原因。小孩子与大人的最大不同，就是他们眼中的世界是美好的，他们热爱一切事情，且每一样东西都会让他们赞叹惊异。

活在游戏世界的儿童，是真正的贵族，他们总是心无旁骛、浑然忘我地玩乐，尽情挥洒自由的生命。

天才也往往如此，他们知道“爱玩乐”是灵感的泉源。责任和幸福是可以共存的。

God Bless My Nephew

Just came back from hospital
I went to visit my nephew (my 2nd sister's son)
My heart is so pain seeing his condition and suffering
He is not yet 1 year old
Not sure whether he is sick of dengue
But his platelet already dropped until 17 only
I am so worry about him
He has been so playful with me
I like him so much

It is really not easy to raise up a children until they mature
My sister looks so worry and I can feel that her heart is very pain

Human is so weak for their power
Sometime we find it very difficult to fight to the nature
Thing will happen unpredictable
So, don't hesitate to show our love to the one we care
Don't miss up anyone and appreciate what we have
Don't be too stubborn in looking at any matter
Open our heart to give our love

I sincerely beg from YOU, Buddha & Bodhisattva
Bless my nephew to recover soonest

Happy New Year

Happy New Year to myself,
Although there are too much unhappy matters happened in 2009,
But I have to say, I had grown up from that,
Last minute before 2010,
Something really bad had hurt me again
Made me mad again
But I got a knock from a sincere friend that
made me wake up
What you had told me is really true,
Sometime I scared that you will vomit blood if I am still that stubborn

It's year 2010, I am 26 already but achieving nothing
It's time for me to take this chance to say
Goodbye to my past
GOODBYE TO BEAUTY OF IMPERFECT
I will never look back again
I will only proceed ahead for whatever awaiting me
Love ain't everything
Just forget everything I had contributed to
I can't hope everyone to behave in the way that I am thinking
Including how you should be as my "friend"

I am happy to be single now
My target now is only to earn as much as possible
I want to buy Mitsubishi car
I want to buy House
I want to go travel

Today just went for a hair cut + dyeing + scalp treatment
It cost me RM149
Feel a bit "lulu" or muddle-headed with the new hair cut
But I really hope that I am really muddle-headed
Having not so good memory
Having more simple thought
For me to have more cheerful life
Get back me laughter and smile